I Don't Love You"

Where'd you go?
So never think I'd make you try to stay,
And maybe when we get there,
I'll think enough,
To find another way,

When after all this time,
Is you still around,
You're still the god falling nothing I have found,
So take your glass again,
And get out,
While you can,

Where'd you go?
And would you even turn to say,
I don't love you,
Like I did yesterday,

Sometimes I cry so hard for pleading,
So sick and tired all the mean less meaning,
But baby when they knock you down and out,
It's where you'll wanna stay,

And after all the blood that you still have,
Another time I was chancing it all around,
So fix your eyes and get up,
Baby, get up,
While you can,

Where'd you go?
And would you even turn to say,
I don't love you,
Like I did yesterday,

Where'd you go?
Would you have the guts to say,
I don't love you,
Like I loved you,
Yesterday,
I couldn't love you,
Like I loved you,
Yesterday,
I don't love you,
Like I loved you yesterday.

I know a thing about contrition
'Cause I got enough to say
And I'll be grantin' your permission
Cause you haven't got a prayer
I said, hey hallelujah
Well come on, sing the praise
Let the spirit come on through ya
We got innocence today

Well I think I'm gonna burn in hell
Everybody burn the house down
She says well, what I wanna say
Tell me I'm an angel
Take this to my grave
Tell me I'm a bad man
Kick me like a slave
Tell me I'm an angel
Take this to my grave

Well a ring around the ambulance
Like I never gave a care
I said, choir boys surround you
It's a compliment, I swear
I said, ashes to ashes, we all fall down
I wanna hear you sing the praise
I said, ashes to ashes, we all fall down
Without innocence today

Well I think I'm gonna burn in hell
Everybody burn the oustside
She says, yeah, what I wanna say
Tell me I'm an angel
Take this to my grave
Tell me I'm a bad man
Kick me like a slave
Tell me I'm an angel
Take this to my grave

You better walk like the devil,
Cause they're never gonna leave you

You better hide ‘em in the alley
Cause they're never gonna find you a home

And as the blood runs down the walls
You see me creepin' up these halls

Well I should say, what I wanna say
Tell me I'm an angel
Take this to my grave
Tell me I'm a bad man
Kick me like a slave
Tell me I'm an angel
Take this to my grave

Tell me I'm a bad man, bad man... man
Tell me I'm a bad man, bad man... man

"Dead!"

And if your headstones bleeding,
I'll be here wondering,
Did you get what you deserve?
The ending of your,
And if you get to heaven
I'll be here waiting, baby,
To get what you deserve,
The ending of your life
Won't wait,
And your heart can't take this hurt,

You heard the music today,
Know it'll never happen twice the same,
Thinking about you anyways,
Cause your Dead!
Me from my hospital bed,
I wouldn't know,
take my hand,
And we're gonna stay afloat,
We're Dead,
Dead!

Don't tell me I know just too much,
You never felt,
To get what you deserve
The ending of your,
And if you get to heaven,
I'll be here waiting, baby,
To get what you deserve,
The ending of your life,
Won't wait,
And your heart can't take this hurt,

You heard the music today,
Know it'll never happen twice the same,
Thinking about you anyways,
You're Dead,
Before the hospital bed,
Walking around and you're kissing my hand,
And we're wondering away that's what,
We're,

And in my honest observation
To bring this operation
To complication in your heart so long,
Cause now you've gone
Maybe just to say
Cause that tomorrow baby,
Let's go,

Na na na na na,
Na na na na na,
Na na na na na,
Na na na na na,
Na na na na na,
Na na na na na,

Did you just do,
That here and now,
It's just a joke,
And why are we broke,
It's just a joke,
And we'd you go,
It's just a joke
And what have I done?

Dead!

                                                                                       cancer

I wonder
If you could get me a drink
Of water cause my lips are chapped and faded
comb my hair for me
help me gather all my things
and bury me
in all my favorite colors,
my sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
cause the hardest part of this,
is leaving you.

Turn away,
cause I'm awful just to see
cause all my hair's abandoned all my body,
all my agony,
know that I will never marry,
and baby I'm just dyin' from the chemo,
but counting down the days to go.

It's just a feeling
and I don't know
that if you say,
good-bye today,
I'd ask you to be true,
cause the hardest part of this,
is leaving you...

cause the hardest part of this,
is leaving you...